Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.
-Albert Einstein
It’s not that I think there’s anything fundamentally wrong with how I’ve been living, or with the things I’ve been doing/things I plan on changing, I’m just aiming for different results and I don’t want to go “insane” doing so. So I started with blowing a lot of money in California, and generally adopting a more liberal attitude towards spending on designer names. Last week, I asked my POC at work to block me from accessing Facebook from work. (A request for which I had to confess that I checked my account frequently while at the office. My POC’s initial response was by re-routing me to kittenwar.com, instead, which totally defeated the purpose.) Next I plan to slowly phase-out gtalk. I’ve been toying with the idea of it, but I’m having so much trouble with it. I’ve also reverted back to working more hours. I’ve stopped cooking [creatively] because I have no time. I’m finding more time for my family. I don’t watch any tv what-so-ever. And I’ve been writing a lot of song lyrics – this will be the year that I focus on this.
I’m exhausted. But at least I know why.
